He's still not entirely sure how to have this conversation, but he also knows that if he waits, he'd likely never do it. Jesper may have come to his door with it eventually, but with avoidance on the table, it's likely the longer they went between, the more quickly Kaz might shut the whole conversation down.
It doesn’t help that Noah has added a section to this conversation.
As it is, he's in a bit of an odd mood after seeing Noah earlier anyway. Things had been weirdly intense, in a way he hadn't expected it to be. He isn't entirely sure how Noah does it, but he always seems to somehow manage to squeeze more words––real ones, big ones, true ones––out of Kaz than anyone has any right to. And this time was rougher than before— some of it due to the fresh trauma still resting firmly in the center of his chest.
"…you killed your best friend."
His stomach twists as Noah’s words drift through his mind again.
Glad for the distraction from that, he scowls slightly at the intrusion from his place on the couch, though the normalcy of it does make something in his shoulders unwind. "You'd do good to learn a manner or two, you know." It's easier to just let this be normal, instead of diving immediately into the bigger discussion, here.
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Date: 2021-10-03 12:25 am (UTC)It doesn’t help that Noah has added a section to this conversation.
As it is, he's in a bit of an odd mood after seeing Noah earlier anyway. Things had been weirdly intense, in a way he hadn't expected it to be. He isn't entirely sure how Noah does it, but he always seems to somehow manage to squeeze more words––real ones, big ones, true ones––out of Kaz than anyone has any right to. And this time was rougher than before— some of it due to the fresh trauma still resting firmly in the center of his chest.
His stomach twists as Noah’s words drift through his mind again.
Glad for the distraction from that, he scowls slightly at the intrusion from his place on the couch, though the normalcy of it does make something in his shoulders unwind. "You'd do good to learn a manner or two, you know." It's easier to just let this be normal, instead of diving immediately into the bigger discussion, here.